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Voice

Essays, talks and conversations — on psychedelics, mental health, and the ethics of how we live. Some of it polished, some of it raw. All of it mine.

Writing
Medium · Essay

What Bryan Johnson Got Right About 5‑MeO‑DMT — and What He Didn't Need to Say

The piece that travelled furthest: a practitioner's answer to the world's most optimised man, on what the strongest psychedelic on earth actually asks of a person.

Read on Medium
Medium · Profile

Essays on Medium

Where the longer arguments live — psychedelics, neuroplasticity, and the preconditions of healing the field keeps overlooking.

Follow along
Medium · Essay

Aubrey Marcus, Ayahuasca and Attachment Trauma — Why This Throuple Model Worries Me

When a public figure turns a private experiment into a teaching, somebody should ask what the medicine and the attachment system have to say about it. So I did.

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Vine of the Soul · Blog

The retreat blog

Practical, unromantic writing about ayahuasca and psilocybin: how to choose a retreat, what integration actually involves, and what nobody tells you before ceremony.

vine-of-the-soul.com/blog
LinkedIn · Personal essay

Caravan

A shorter, more personal piece — the kind of writing LinkedIn doesn't expect and occasionally deserves.

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LinkedIn · Personal essay

Conversation with God

On what happens when the question you carried for years finally gets an answer — and the answer is not what you wanted, but what you needed.

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LinkedIn

The running conversation

Shorter reflections, several times a week — triggers, integration, the biology of healing.

Connect
From the wiki
Knowledge base

The Mental Health Wiki

A free, referenced knowledge base on psychedelics, depression, anxiety and integration — written for people who want the full picture, not the marketing version.

info.vine-of-the-soul.com
Wiki · Long read

Why Antidepressants Don't Work for Everyone — The Root Causes of Depression

If you've done everything the system recommended and still don't feel like yourself, that isn't a failure of willpower. It's a failure of the model. A complete map of what depression actually is.

Read in the wiki
Wiki · Long read

What Is Psychedelic Integration?

The ceremony is the easy part. What integration actually involves, why it decides whether anything changes, and how to do it well — without mystique.

Read in the wiki
Watching & listening

In conversation — a podcast appearance on psychedelic-assisted healing, and the work that begins after the ceremony ends.

Vine of the Soul Q&A — the questions people actually ask before their first retreat, answered without mystique.

In the media · Television

Featured on Dutch national television

Vine of the Soul Retreats appears in Ewout: Omstreden Alternativa Geneeskunde (season 4). Aired on RTL 5, September 2024.

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